well...the last few days, the last week to be precise, has been rather hectic. did not have any time to sit down in front of my pc and update the space...a lot has happened but today is a day to remember..a very good friend of mine has left london and moved to prague today and i have just put down the phone after talking to him before he boarded the plane at gatwick. it a very strange feeling..one i have not felt for a long long long time...i remember having that when i was saying byes to friends in canada or summer camps with ywam but there was nothing in my life in london to suggest that i might have to experience it once again and sooner than i would have thought. leaving london was always an option for him but i never thought it will happen so it did hit me...i cannot describe it..i know i will see him very soon and he will come and stay with me in london but and we might even meet new years in prague with his friends but its not that...i dont know..its like letting someone very close go but at the same time you did not know how much they mean to you until that minute they said: i got the ticket, im going..i realized how much...for the lack of a better word, i love him..and care for him and i really hope it all goes well for him in prague..sad...very sad...it hasnt registered with me yet...